Feeling conflicted after watching a PETA video and I need some advice?

I saw a PETA video today and I feel horrible. It wasnt gory or all about slaughterhouses, but it showed how the animals are treated. I cant get it out of my head, I saw it an hour ago and I'm still trying not to cry. I really love animals, I have 2 dogs and I support my local SPCA, but I just dont know if I should become a vegetarian or not. I honestly dont have a problem eating meat, but I do if thats how ALL animals are treated before they die. Killing an animal quickly for sustenance is one thing, but beating it and cramming it into a cage is just freaking unnecessary. I just have no idea what to do. Are all food companies this abusive to their animals? Are there specific brands that I should avoid, or brands that are cruelty free? I dont know if I can handle being a vegetarian 100% of the time but I am NOT okay with animals being treated that way. Any advice please?